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Last Login: 472 days ago
Name: Spinergy Dude
Age: 40
Gender: Female
Relation: Taken
Website: http://www.youtube.com/user/SpinergyDude
Hometown: San Francisco
Current City: Not San Francisco... :(
Country: United States
Occupation: Used to work as a secretary - Now disabled.
Schools: University of Hard Knocks Double PHD in it.
Interests and Hobbies: Science, Technology, Music, Communications, Learning, Trying to get people interested in sharing news, and information about people with disabilties in a visual media format on a global basis.
Favorite Movies/Shows: Maddam Butterfly - Seen most all of Discovery Commincations (Discovery Channel) content. They need more.
Favorite Music: All music that is positive (non preachy) empowering, and about our ability to be the best good people we can towards each other. And, if can be from any part of the world.
Favorite Books: I have yet to meet a book I didn't like. Well... Do math books count as books?

About Me:

Learning that more people treat people with disabilities like sub humans is more normal than anyone can imagine. Taking a stand and not crying poor me when things turned out not as planned. I accept all of the choices I made that have gotten me to this point in my life. I also admit when I make mistakes, and work hard to not repeat them. The way I think is simple. Win - Win. For those that need translation this means You WIN I also WIN. It's called positive thinking. Something so far in my 38 years I only met maybe 3 other people who think this way. I feel the lifeforce or energy we are comprised of can not ever die. It will change form over time. Thus I find my strength to cope with pain, and the fact that currently medical science can not help me. I have dreams and hopes. In fact on YouTube one of my dreams is to help over 1 billion 600 million people who are disabled worldwide today gain an equal visual, and volcal standing as our able bodied counterparts on a global basis. What makes me so unique is I refuse to ever give up. It's just not an option for me. And, so I founded AbiliTV Network in such a way that it will not need funding or any other form of money to insure it continues to grow. It's 100% independent of those needs. I feel so stringly in the ability of ALL people doing what is best, and good for each other I now devote my efforts not for fame, nore gifts. For certian not asking for a better cloud in heaven, or some water in hell. I'm not even seeking any thanks for my efforts. Why? Well it's just time for me to live my dreams of helping others get a chance to live their dreams. I ask for nothing from anyone other than information. And, what I get is nothing... As in no reply. This from all sorts of people from all over the world who claim to want to help people. Why do so many people who claim to want to help others do such things? I;m always eager to learn new things, and am trying to keep on the bleeding edge of anything at all related to the SI Joint, and that region of my body. I hope to one day maybe share all I know with the medical community on how I've come to understand my SJ Joint. Maybe, just maybe what I have to share will open a door, or a window to something that could help people left in medical limbo like me. Yes, the pain hurts. Yes, it is 24/7... Yes, I have found that my mind can help me cope with it. How do you imagine I can not allow any pain touch my innermost core. Or that lifeforce, soul, spirit or whatever we have that gives us life. Yes, my life is not fair. Life is not fair for ANYONE else either. I know I'm not alone in my thirst to help, and quest for knowledge... I admit my limitiations. Yet, in just 2 years after not being able to do what so many Dr's and other people assume or take for granted everyone else just can do... Communications of this kind at this level are still new to me. At age 35 once I started to learn how my ADHD worked, it was as if I was a child again... For the first time seeing the world. All of those layers and piles and stacks of everything that has ever happened to me all stored inside my head and all trying to be heard at one time... Finally for the first time ever... STOPPED. And, I started to organize things... Sadly the medically induced Manic Break took over a years time away from my learning who I am... And, now the pain limits what I can do as far as coping with the ADHD or the pain... Far easier to cope with the ADHD, far worse to ignore the pain and let it run my life. So I need to choose cope with the pain... Let the ADHD sort of do what it does. Oh, it annoys me. Actually even before I knew I ever had it from age 2 it annoyed me, I just didn't know what or why I was so annoyed with myself for. So I shut down communications with people other than the most basic of things. I could never do this three years ago... No way, no how, not even possible. Today I can't shut myself up. UGH! Well time to move on to the next...

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